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the past few days have been pretty mad. walking and rushing to places non-stop, rawrrr.
friday morning was the worst ever ever ever! cant be bothered to talk about it anymore, it's so stupid and irritating and frustrating. the afternoon was great though! :D met up with peirong meiling yile and qian and kboxed wheeee. after which we took neos, LOL damn funny hahahaha! then went to far east and i bought my bag and wallet! yay both from the same shop -_- nice what i like hehe.
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had street pt yesterday (according to the time now -.-) have got quite alot to say but i shall just private it yep. so too bad to you if you're curious and not in my neighbourhood -sticks out tongue-
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after that went to cityhall. walked to esplanade, to marina square, to suntec city (wah it's damn far) and back to raffles city. cityhall owns vivo city any day alright. it's damn big and i'm damn tired D: i wish i went for sgvip meeting D: collected my shirts yay! finallyyyyyy i can wear them around! .
went to my grandma's house for dinner after that. i feel suuuuper sad it just hurts to see someone lying there unable to do anything about his own life, knowing he's going to go anytime soon. my grandpa's been hospitalized so long he thinks it's his birthday today (um, it's actually in december :/). and he kept saying "my 91st birthday is very important". so we celebrated his birthday with him. the hospice was kind enough to let us bring him home for a few hours before he had to go back there. ahhh i just wish he enjoyed himself today.
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on the brighter side, my cousin is crazy hahaha i love her <3 and then our nephews and nieces were all there so we decided to go play with these two daaaaaaaaamn cute ones called jerrald(i think?) and joel! joel is the blue dood he looks like winnie the pooh so super adorableeee. he's only two!!! and he loves me and not my cousin wahahahahaha. jerrald is the elder bro, he's born in february too! super naughty, hahaha.
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realised today that clara lives behind me! hahahaha coolness to the ultimate.
ate chippy, walked around, DDRed, ate ate ate, and bought nothing -_-
other than a necklace yay.
TSD PRACTICAL IN LIKE, 11 HOURS. D:
then it's off to kboxxxxx yay!
hahahahahahahahahahaha i cant waaaait.
and i want to learn Wonder Girl's So Hot and Tell Me fully! HAHAHA.
"shower shower shower. wash all this decrepitness from me. all of it! shower shower shower."
-the line i hate most. ugh it's so stupid-sounding.

is the only test left! shucks, i'm really not very prepared for it and i dont think my teacher is very pleased with me for 1) not scheduling a meeting with him, 2) deciding things on my own last minute, becauseeee, he is not replying my messages! D: so i dont know when my tsd test is going to be ohnoes ohnoes D: i'm the screwedest screwedest person in tsd everrrrr. :/
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last paper today! screwed it up, i'm probably not going to pass any of my tests. :( kind of deserved it, but am still hoping for a miracle to happen! >< lol.
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went zhiying's house with yikai after the paper! hahaha we were supposed to go watch movie with the class but we were stoning around in school so we went there, and decided to stay lol since yikai wanted to help me with my tsd indiv heh :D watched juno and ate ALOT of stuff D: guily pleasures hahahha. and yikai is so weird. LOL.
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okay 'nuff said, i'm going to watch kungfu panda now and go shopping tomorrow! ^.^v

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY DADAAAAAA!

CTs are in less than two days and i dont seem in the least bit worried.
i'm not even done with a single subject.
(especially tsd urgh i'm SCREWED.)
WEI YO~?!
this is not supposed to happen.
i even went to the arcade to play! D:
oh sin sin sin i need to prioritise my time!
aowidjklnckjweayiuqyugdbhsjkf blehhhh.
i wish i were some kind of a damn smart person who didnt need to mug pfft.
had some damn interesting encounters these few days.
yesterday two people just dealed drugs right in front of my eyes! :O
exciting right exciting right.
it was so damn subtle if it werent right in front of me i wouldnt have noticed!
today at the arcade (they charge GST can you believe it?! stupid people) there was this damn fun game!
hahaha it's like a drum game and they make damn act-cute sounds hahaha!
totally amusing my cousin and i were just roflmao at it.xD
and there was a bboyer at the DDR machine!
he totally pre-choreographed a dance to the song lah.
and was hao-lianing lol.
but he was dope anyway.
wahahahah.

no, it's really an enlightenment. what peirong said is so so so true. in jc, we're all separated from each other, we spend our time with other people, new friends that we've made, we're so busy with our new lives that we hardly have time to stop and think about each other any more. now, with the june holidays there's plenty of time to think about these people and relationships. and when you have absolutely nothing to think about other than physics math econs and how you're going to fail your cts, this feeling of being lost and abandoned comes in. when the truth is, whenever you're so busy yourself, you probably have neglected your friends, and they've felt the same way before as well.
i'm sorry for not thinking about you all often enough. :(
i miss the red cross room. the cosiness, the sprawling all over the place like there was no other care in the world, chasing strangers out, keeping the room so mysterious and off-limits to other people. having fun together, sharing stories, sharing burdens, sharing joys, sharing food. :) those were real good memories, and i'm really proud to say that mimisatu was the first batch of real, true friends that i've made through these seventeen years of my life.
i hope you know it. i mean it.
i was just watching samantha who (okay i know i was supposed to be mugging T_T), and what frank said really made alot of sense:

feeling lost.
feeling like no one cares.
feeling like i'm just filling up an empty space.
feeling like no one needs me.
feeling abandoned.
feeling like i'm there to satisfy people's superficial needs.
feeling hurt.
feeling replaced.
feeling unneeded.
unnecessary.
like my existence wasnt meant to be.
like i'm just any other person.
like people dont treat me as a true friend.
even if i do.
these little things hurt.
you mean you didnt know?
okay so now i'll say it;
sometimes, it hurts.
but at other times, it hurts like anything.
i wish i knew you cared.
i've already lost one i dont want to lose more.
i dont need that constant reminder.

i was just looking at facebook photos.
&&& I MISS MY LONG HAIRRRRR.
short hair is so boooooring D:
grow hair growwww quickkkk!
and i wanna dance.
mugging is boring D:
life is boring D: D:
me no likey.

i think i have a kind of fetish for shirts. (or maybe it's the lack of shopping ESPECIALLY SINCE IT'S THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE D:)
anyway, I LOVE OUR 'I♥STREET' TEE!
haaaaa. ^^
and our hoodies too! buuuuut. it has random thread hanging out everywhere D:
buuuuut. sui bian la hor?
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have been to a few oschool hip hop I classes!
monday monday wednesday. :D
FUNFUNFUNFUNOMGFUN.
their choreos own H's hands downnnnn.
miss you was sweeeet.
i cant believe was strong.
[anan's-song] was smoooooth.
it just gets better every time. :D
(and my pocket gets emptier T.T)
♥♥♥
i like my new dove syampu!
hahaha it smells nice ._.
i lyke eet.
not like my dad's expiredcokesweet-smelling shampoo @_@
grossssss.