I NEED TO INCREASE MY ENERGY LEVEL. somebody help meeeeeee. D:
i wonder how grandpa's doing today. :( shit i wish i went to see him today.. i want to cry.
猪头s...
cant wait for pracs to resumee.. in approximately 9.5 hours! hahaha.
woke up at 8 today. woah seriously it's damn tough okay! math remedial was quite.. pointless. since i didnt do my tutorial T__T anyway after that went for lunch with my cousin lim han KOR, then met up with siying after that, then we went to donut factory (han kor is officially in love with double choc ahahahah) before heading to the hospital to visit grandpa. :( he looks really really really pathetic right now. my heart breaks every time i look at him.. it just reminds me of her. ohman heart break heart pain yet not knowing what to do.. that stinks. :(
the song's kinda stuck in my head haha.
the fact that they're so young makes me feel so zi bei.
like.. why cant i achieve that too!
i'm older than them!
no fair one lor.
anyway, everyone should go and watch i've married to hell!
it's a jodrama about japanese family traditions and it's quite funny/touching sometimes! :D
started/finished it today. heheh.
going to watch legend of the seven cutter later, since people say it's funny.
it's like as if everything is from a drama. grandma falls ill and is in the hospital. grandpa suddenly falls severely ill as well and is also hospitalised. both grandparents are in the same hospital, but grandma doesnt know about grandpa's situation. and we're all hiding it from her because we're afraid... afraid that she would be too agitated. doesnt it seem all too surreal? oh God, protect my family please. lessen our suffering.
EEEEKS, i hate it.
RULES :
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Italic n underline anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold n maximize the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months under a mp-cut.
5. Tag people from your friends list.
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JANUARY : Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY : Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.Spendthrift.Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH : Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness. Obsend assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL : Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY : Stubborn and hard-hearted.Strong- willed and highly motivated.Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic(left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical.Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active Mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY : Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be
understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has
reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not
revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and
unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Strong sense of
sympathy.Wary and sharp. Treats others equally.Judges people through
observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be
alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting
problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST : Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and
fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console
others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty
for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor
resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty.
Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER : Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER : Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER : Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organization. fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
i was too lazy to read the rest hahahahaha.
anyway went to watch rproject today!
and i felt overlydressed.
AHWELL.
people were all surprised!
heeeey i can look pretty too you know! WAHAHA.
after that i went to eat donuts!
disastroussss, i had chocolate all over my hands!
cos the double chocolate all oozed out.
mm-mm!
everybody laughed at meeeeee.
haha in the end i used my finger to block the exit for the chocolate to ooze out from. xD
okay end of story.
i need to pack my room :/
Dammit i need to start dancing proper again. Having someone who's not exactly my style teach dance every week is not exactly what i want in dance. Dont feel very comfortable every week, HOW??! Session with Terence today was cool, the choreo was really good! *nodnod* That's what i call dance, please. Though i still didnt manage to catch the choreo, it was really fun and enjoyable because of the dancing. Not that ldkfjksh isnt good, but i think he's better at entertaining than anything else. Dance.. i'd rather he not do it. RAR the session today was so funnnnn. (and terence is shorter than ken wahahahaha lol lah! :D)
UGH i feel that i could have done so much better, i totally screwed up and pulled everyone down. Am veryvery disappointed in myself.
I want to go Oschool, anyone wants to go with meeee?

♥!
EVERYONEEEE, please visit krushes.blogspot and pick a big bang good to give me as a present! i dont mind if you share as a bunch. :D PLEASEEEEEE T____T
GOODLUCK FOR GP, YALL. especially to those who buy me big bang stuff :D
i really hate goodbyes. :(
hahaha reading everyone's blogs has been making me miss red cross times tooooo omg :)
all those silly times, fun times, troubles we got into (with all those food! i hate ants period.), and things like that. ♥
yesyes, the boyfriend-cum-husband list, HAHAHA.
i love my yearmates. :)
i cant help but smile everytime i see any one of them ♥♥♥♥♥
in those 4 years, i'm proud to say through everything, i've made a good memory with each and every one of my yearmates.
i'm so glad i did :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
and now there's enrolment parade, haha.
seems like yesterday when we had ours too, lol.
TAOUTING!:)
i hope we can put the past behind us.
the past week was a total craze.
there was dance prac everyday (and they were super fun hahahaha) with all those silly jokes and things ♥
saturday was the competition day.
as much as we did well, i think we had the potential to do even better.
i'm damn anxious about the videos cos i want to see how the rest of the competition is like! AHHH.
:/
anyway after the competition i went to watch (half of) speedracer with the SG-VIPS!♥
hahaha the half that i watched was pretty exciting!
i love the effects LOL they're so comical HAHA.
after we went to eat at the korean bbq shop!
hahaha and i said kamsahamnida to the korean lady there, and i think she thought i was really korean.
cos she went "adshangulsfh? anneyo?"
sadly, i went "anneyo" aiiiih.
ahahhaha.
the teriyaki chicken family set there pwns.
i love the chicken! :D
went to mise after that and spazzed over their big bang goods!
OMG I WANT THEM ALL NOWWWWW. :(
i feel sad and deprived.
after that we stoned for a bit and took a few photos like tourists do and then we went to kfc and drafted an outline for the bbsg tee!
then went home.
ahaha.
this week's been crazy tiring.
and then there's gp common test this wednesday :(
no more fooling around, kiddo.
가지마.. :(
edit:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONG YOUNGBAE! :D
You're still captivating even though it's been so long
You used to love me, tell me baby what went wrong
'Cause now you march to the beat of a different song
Try to understand that we needed space
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i should really be doing my work -______-
things to do:
1. econs essay
2. mug for physics test
3. do physics tutorial 6
4. do math tutorial 7
5. go through competition choreos while sleeping.
