11 posts from April 2008

school's been so busy it's unbelievable.
what's more unbelievable is that i'm involving myself in things i could have NOT involved myself in.
ohwells.
i agreed, so. :/
... ><!!
y'know, i'm so glad i'm in street?
i'm glad i can dance whenever i want, wherever i want.
(even though sometimes my intentions are misinterpreted but i hope no one ever ever thinks i'm mocking them)
i'm so glad dance is my life. :D
and i hope, too, that street will be understood by people, that we're a way of life.
we dont mean to criticize people.
it's because we appreciate, and we want to have fun, that's why we do the things we do.
i wonder when people will learn to be fun.
havent you heard of the happy working song?
boboheads.

i havent been catching up on work, omg.
i totally dont understand anything!!
i'm not even sure what topic we're on..
._.
dead.
x_x

damn those school hours. :(
and i want ben&jerry's tooooooooo.

i think i was brought too high with all those hopes, so when it came crashing down it was a little hard to handle.
eh i would have been able to leave it in if not for people constantly patting me and asking if i was okay.
grar, but i love you all still hehehe.
i am really happy for the new exco :D
they all deserve it, and i guess through this i learnt more about myself and my flaws, so yeah i should be doing pretty good.
haha.
on another note S24 was actually fun while it lasted.
it felt really nice to have the crowd cheer and laugh and enjoy the play.
yawn.
GOODNIGHT.

FSG@BL=female security guard @ bishan library.

hahaha i had a PW group meeting today!
we went to the children's section first.
well, you wouldn't expect to be chased out of the children's section because it's already noisy right?
then this security guard came over and told us "eh discussions can only be at levels 2, 3 and 4."
so okay lor, we went to level 3!
a while after our discussion the security guard came over again and said "you're not allowed to sit in two rows."
O__O!??!?!?!?! so we immediately moved into a row facing the window.
i think she didnt expect us to comply so easily, so she stoned for a while before leaving.LOL.
that's not the last.
after ned came back from the toilet he was emptying a sweet wrapper from his pocket.
suay suay the security guard came back again!!
so she was like "you're not allowed to eat here!!"
ned: "i know, i wasnt eating. it's just a wrapper."
SG: "cannot eat hor!!"
ned: "...? it's only a wrapper, i didnt eat. it's from my pocket."
SG: "... *mumbles smth* dont eat ah."
(the above conversation is not 100% accurate, but it's something like that. i cant remember haha.)
hahaha this is the best part.
kenneth and ned were standing up.
so she went: "you're not allowed to stand up!"
O____O!!?!?!??!?!?!!!!!!! XD!
"can only read here! or study! cannot stand up!"
and then she starts to bullshit even more.
"... the people inside (the quiet reading room) complain already!"
HELLO PREASE LAH what would the people in the quiet reading room have against us!
we didnt even talk loudly please.
then ned sat down, so the "formation" was like kenneth jolene me ned.
the security guard immediately went "CANNOT SIT HERE! people inside complain! sit there!"
we all went "HUH?"
SG: "cannot sit here! sit there!"
wapiang she was soooooo annoying! xD

conclusion: she is a feminist/lesbian.
but i would prefer it to be the former. o_o
cos she directed all her remarks at kenneth and ned.
HAHAHA.
and i think she's too bored at work.
hellooooo she was even doing the librarian's job of clearing the books!

i wish my life wouldnt fluctuate so much.

aiih. i'm feeling really miserable, i dont know why.
maybe it's cos i dont feel like i fit in anywhere. (especially at tsd)
even at home now, i think cos i've been out so late everyday, my family's starting to treat me like a ghost.
maybe it's cos my future is so bleak.
maybe it's cos i know my passion lies in dancing, but i dunno where to go after that, and what to do.
maybe it's cos i'm such a freak.
GRAH.
or maybe it's cos my menses are coming.
._.
ah whatever.

streetdance session today! :D
had our very first PT session, well haha it's tough enough. T__T
(shucks i think my stamina really stinks)
NEHMYY after a few months of all these PT i will become fit and strong! ._.
i hope.
after that we did our lyrical we got scolded for doing something that didnt remotely even look like lyrical.
which, sadly i agree. :(
i didnt feel like i had expressed myself enough, in fact i think i barely did.
i was so caught up with recovering from PT (excuses) that i didnt bother executing the steps the way they were supposed to be.
we were so unimpactful, that that was SO not lyrical. :/
NEHMYY again, we will just work hard. :)
passion can achieve anything, that i'm sure!
okay back to happy things.
after that the j2s taught us another of their routine!
this time it was a pop-ish one.
to emo song: remember the name.
haha. it was fun. :)
went out with street for lunch after that.
laughed alot.
went back to school for S24 rehearsal.
(i just felt like i didnt fit in :[)
it was fun at first, crawling here and there, just for fun.
laughing at the silliness and adorableness of the lovelies.
felt sad all of a sudden.
was sad ever since. :(
but anyway,
went for FANTAZIA'08 on thursday!
which was totally teh bombz!
dont regret going for it at all ♥
they are so powerrrrrrr.
i hope we get a good instructor.
then who knows we'll be as good too! :D

so many things to worry about D:
& i'm starting to wonder if i'm good enough.
but nevertheless, i'm glad for this chance.
i'm glad that you believed in me.
it means so much.

i'm feeling lazy to blog.
anyways yesterday was fun, full of dance, sweat, tsd, aircon, dance, sweat, and tsd, aircon.
and of course, fish&co for shusi's birthday was the ultimate, with good food. :D
ohyes, and to all who were concerned, i got back my poddie! :D
luckily the j2s kept it for me, though they thought it was someone else's. hahaahha.
YAAAY.

DONT WORRY OKAY! :(

I FORGOT TO BRING PODDIE HOMEEE. ;_;
how how how! i feel lost nowww. i havent lost anything important/expensive like this before!
i hope some streeter has it, if not gg liao.
IT'S WHITE WITH A WHITE+GREEN SKIN WHICH HAS A LIL THING AT THE BACK TO WIND EARPHONES UP WITH.
jianing is sadddd. :( not that i would mind a new mp3 player with bigger memory space though ._.

am officially a streetdancer ♥

PreTEE!

AND MORE COOLING, hahaha. since we were wearing hoodies!
it was quite shiok ;)
all seven groups were awesome, everyone was wonderful in their own way *dope*
my group won BEST CHOREOGRAPHY!
i'm super proud, well done AC CURRENT! :D
after that was dinner and partying around at the streetarea (though i think outside LT5 is going to be the new streetarea really really soon hahaha).
there's this j3 who's into kpop too!! super cool hahaha she can dance tell me! XP
after that the j2s announced who got in. (to whoever was there)
to everyone who didnt make it, i hope your passion for dancing continues! :( i'll miss you all, you've been great company ♥
please come down and move with us whenever you can! :(
to everyone who made it, CONGRATS, ccamates! :D
hoping for pictures to be uploaded quick. :D
these are some great memories that i'll never forget.

SINGING IN THE CHANGING ROOM.

09S05A @ Pulau Sibu!

STREETNITE IS TOMORROW.

omg! i'm scared but still damn excited wheee.