18 posts from January 2008

had my very first street session today! and i LOVED it! :D they should start early and end late so that we can dance more more! wheeeeeee. seriously dancing just barely over an hour is totally unsatisfying. :/ and there are so many people half the time i couldnt see myself in the mirror! and we should go somewhere with aircon i was feeling so hoooooot and sweaty. :(

and wakakaka the instructor is damn coooooool! he dances super well YAY and he's super cute cool funny nice cuteeeee yaaaay! 8D should just totally set up a fanclub for him HAHAHAH. wheee imma happy girl today AND HE SAID BYEBYE TO MEILING SUNCHAO SABBY AND I ONLY ONLY ONLY! yay happy happy very happy. :)

oh and today we had physics prac so we were doing the trebuchet thing. at first we were quite hopeless cos we were focusing damn alot on the base and everything and serene and i did the sudoku! :p in the end we didnt even kope anything pffft. x) after that sze was chionging us like "woah yall so slow ah! others all have their arm up already!" so we went O_O!!! and started going ohno we cmi already lah damn loser! we're the slowest! etc. etc. then in the end it turned out pretty good! even people from other groups said ours was not bad. HAHA. GO deli STAINLESS! sure win one not =X yikai was damn funny during the thing, as usual. LOL.

AND I WANNA GO BAI NIAN WITH TA:) <3

i know you were always there for me,
but it feels so nice to have it confirmed all over again.
i want us to be forever~
<3

i'm so glad i have childhood photos they made me really happy! :D
i had nice straight bangs and nice straight hair (which i totally dont have anymore D:)
i had a "little miss giggles" tee (and shorts, too)
i had a "peanuts" tee (that BIG BANG endorses now! 8DDDD!!)
i loved cheesing over everyone's heads (even though they were all taller than me)
i loved to smile
i was so SWEET xp
AND I HAD NICE BIG EYES, PERFECT EYESIGHT,
and i was too adorable for words.
:D
WHAT HAPPENED TO MEEEEE?

I'm just a kid
and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares
cos I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me
i hate feeling alone, add on being literally alone to that.
yeah damn old song but it relates so damn well. yeah okay i admit this is an emo night but whattheheck i really dont get this. the feelings, the betrayal, every single damn thing doesnt look/feel right. whatever happened to being honest/frank? please dont keep me holding on to tiny strings are bound to break any moment.
life is so unfair. i want/need/love her. it's so damn selfish but yeah i need her.
i pray i'll be more vocal in school. :( cos i know i'm tired of keeping my mouth shut and being alone in everything.

^ self explanatory.

got back results today.
but more than just that, we finally met up.
met the juniors too!
good luck with the unit, and sir.
-___-
then we had brunner at mogu mogu. haha!
super cute, but very ex too.
tsktsk ahpei probably wasted $4 of her meal. xD
nicole gave her veggies to me (haiyoh!)
and we spent the rest of the time talking. :)
it was nice to meet up again! ^^
so many things are changing, too quickly too.
i think i'm having trouble catching up already.

BLACK FRIDAY JIU SHI BLACK FRIDAY.
3.30-5 blyc meeting (yeah manz i got in!:D)
4-6.30 streetdance orientation (you wouldnt want to know how many people got in)
4-7 HH house party! :/
sheesh i dont like decision making -_-

is it just me or are we already drifting pretty far apart. :/
anyway so far my life's been pretty boring,
other than getting into streetdance! ^^
but then again the whole world seemed to get into streetdance,
so it's no biggie. lol.
oh. yikai is damn funny. xD
wasted my weekends doing absolutely nothing, thankyou thankyou.
I'M BORED AND WAITING FOR MY BB LIVE PERF TO DL.

today was quite an eventful day~ first thing in the morning, i was late for school. :( reason being i woke up 5 mins late, so we left the house 5 mins later than usual (meaning 6.35), my bro reached school 15 mins later than usual (meaning 7.15), my dad was pissed, and so he let me off at hwachong to take a bus. at rjc's side gate along braddell road, there's bus 93, 156, 157 and 163. from hwachong (or rather, from the nanyang side) to that side gate there there's 156 and 157. so i happily boarded 156, AND IT TOOK ANOTHER ROUTE. aka the LONG ROUTE. D: so i was late! :( aiish, bad start to a new year..

i was the first to class cos i wasnt stuck in the after-morning-assembly jam. math tutor is quite nice, but she's pregnant so we're probably going to change tutor! :( physics tutor was totally BORING. -.-zzz then yikai and i went for two people pe. pe was tiring, or rather, i just have no stamina. T_T i couldnt even meet with the 8min timing for the 3 rounds around the track! D: after that went with yikai (met yunning in the lift), and we went to get their stuff from the classroom. but they were having a presentation, so we stoned outside waiting for the perfect moment to barge in! after a really long while (the window was slightly opened) the J2s inside there passed yunning her math notes. then yunning asked for yikai's badminton rackets. then they asked her to just go in! and it was super funny cos they were super sianned and wanted yikai to drag time. SO SHE DID lol she got her rackets, strolled around the class, and thanked the teacher really slowlyyy. after that we went back to the canteen and ate (yikai has humongous appetite O_O) then went for econs before we were released!

went to J8 with sunchao and sat there to talk. went back to school for blyc interview after that! hopefully i get in. ><

UGH I HATE MY DAD IRRITATING PIECE OF POOP.
pmo.
stop pointing fingers.
stop screaming.
cant we get past ONE day without this?
GAD.

Downloaded OG photos from yong han yesterday. I'm suddenly really glad that he forced us to take so many photos, haha :D Even if we were just trying to dodge from the camera, it shows something about what happened there. Remembering the friends made, the times spent, the fun we had together. The differences that we tried to match, the similarities we tried to find, and found. That we are all HH10!♥

School is starting proper next week, with tutorials coming in as well. :( Yes, i'm already starting to complain about the late school hours, and i want last week's timetable back already!

And i want my sakae outing TAAAAAA~

everything/everyone is changing too quickly.
slow down!
let me catch up.
i dont wanna be lost.

edit: big bang pwnnnns! :) especially g-rinning.