g-ri♥ning!

You're still captivating even though it's been so long
You used to love me, tell me baby what went wrong
'Cause now you march to the beat of a different song
Try to understand that we needed space
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i should really be doing my work -______-
things to do:
1. econs essay
2. mug for physics test
3. do physics tutorial 6
4. do math tutorial 7
5. go through competition choreos while sleeping.

Spent the weekend busking for Toa Payoh Care Corner! (I only just realised that I've actually gone down to help before when I was in Red Cross last time!) Anyway Saturday started off a little low because the amps were so horrendous! They were puuuuny, like thaaat. Eww, right! After that we moved opposite to Paragon and shared venue with Rock, cos they have nice big noisy amps! :D Lifted our moods by many many much, I promise you. We got commented that we were pretty good, and I met my aunt and cousin coincidentally! How cool is that hahaha. My cousin totally went "OMG THAT'S MY COUSIN." and my expression was priceless, I bet. Cos I felt the same OMG-ness hahaha. She was with her bf lol. :D
Happy Mother's Day.
Sunday was more eventful though! Pretty early into busking there was this drunkard that kept following the whole bunch of us. T__T okay we were kinda chicken, cos the rock people were totally calm compared to us. :/ But he was really scary looking! And smelly, please. *faints* All the little kiddies who were watching us today seemed extra adorable AHHHHHHH <3 There was this little girl in pink who was so shy ahh while I inched towards her she just kept inching away. Another angmoh boy was walking with his dad and i waved nicely and sweetly at him, THEN HE STUCK OUT HIS TONGUE AT ME. So I did it too! HAAHAHHAA. So cute lah! <3 AFTER THAT. THERE WAS ANOTHER ANGMOH LITTLE BABY BOY IN YELLOW STRIPEE TEEE! He was so cute, omg! Cos we were all massaging each other, and his mom asked if he wanted to give a massage too, and he massaged me! HAHA it totally felt like little soft toys patting you damn lightly! His hand was so smaaaaall :D and we wanted to take a picture but he kept hiding so we couldnt in the end, aww. His parents dont even have current photos of him cos he keeps hiding! AIYOHHH. LAST BABY WAS THE BEST! (btw I think I make a perfect nanny. IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF KIDS PLEASE LEAVE A TAG KTHXBYE!) anyway yes this time it was a local (I think) little girl!! :D She was totally dancing to the music laaaah. And then we said hi and when I sang twinkle twinkle little star she was singing along! HAHAHA I LOVE HER OMG <3 After that I asked for a hug and she gave me a hug! *swooooooons* Then the rest of the streeters asked for hugs too hahaha she's loved, man.

OHYES and we were scouted I'm so excited I hope details are released soon! :D
I miss her :(
All in all busking was loads of fun! :)
I wouldnt mind doing it again hahaha.
I totally also wouldnt mind using the CIP hours to deduct from school hours please.
Will upload pictures when other people upload them onto photobucket!

ommo! today ken was on tv! he's in some kfc advertisement HAHAHA quite funny... his hair.
no wonder he always covers it up hehehe! XD
and as usual, he had some stunning moves in there :D
i think these few weeks i'm nearly perpetually tired eveeryday.
which is nooot a good thing *konks out*
omggg busking this weekend at taka!
JIAYOU TO US :)
and for now, byebye and goodnight *zzzzzz*

If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run I'll not hide this is how I feel inside
A little fragile.

today's lesson learnt: selfishness.
i still remember in sec1 when i was a noob in red cross we learnt not to say i/she, but always embraced mistakes and praises as a batch.
so the word "we" started appearing in my mouth, instead of i/she.
i guess it really impacted me alot, and i think it shaped me to a large extent to who i am today.
& how easily i get annoyed at people who claim credit when they didnt do something! >:[
where did humility run to?

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile

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see lah. like that where got space to mug!! xD
i suddenly feel very sad. :(
is it because i feel unprepared, is it because i've been taking things for granted.
i'm starting to worry about my time left in here.
will i be able to achieve what i want to?
:(
feeling really really apprehensive right now.
what are my priorities, what should i do.
on a sidenote, gd's fringe is really pretty screwed.
but whatever, better than a bowlcut anyday.
i need big bang therapyyyy.

"PRODUCTION." hahaha i'm missing the tags already! helping out at dance night was quite alright, albeit being really boring. -_- thankfully the people are damn crappy, so it was kinda fun in the end. :D screaming for salsa was the highlight, seriously. and picking up masks from fusion and jackets plus shades from bollyholly and running across a pitchblack stage trying to feel for a fallen item but failing to find anything, or if i'm lucky enough i pick up stuff. and watching the dances over and over again.. though it wasnt that voluntary i must say it was quite some fun. though i'm glad, like seriously really glad, that my life's back to normal now.

now it's time to mug for math test. T__T

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY BARNEYYYYYYYYY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABBYYYYYY!

many little things that have happened here and there that make me happy/sad.
he was surprisingly fun! was kinda like who i expected him to be, ahahha.
i liked the choreo! hahaha.
anticipating next week.. though i'm a little apprehensive about the choreo he'll teach.
meanwhile i'm really looking forward to session on saturday! hahaha.
harmonica concert was nice :D
got to catch up with TA! <3
lovelovelovelove.
the coming two days are going to be tiringgg.
random note:i wanna convert my room into a dance studio! hahaha.
though mirrors at night would seriously be freaky.

school's been so busy it's unbelievable.
what's more unbelievable is that i'm involving myself in things i could have NOT involved myself in.
ohwells.
i agreed, so. :/
... ><!!
y'know, i'm so glad i'm in street?
i'm glad i can dance whenever i want, wherever i want.
(even though sometimes my intentions are misinterpreted but i hope no one ever ever thinks i'm mocking them)
i'm so glad dance is my life. :D
and i hope, too, that street will be understood by people, that we're a way of life.
we dont mean to criticize people.
it's because we appreciate, and we want to have fun, that's why we do the things we do.
i wonder when people will learn to be fun.
havent you heard of the happy working song?
boboheads.

i havent been catching up on work, omg.
i totally dont understand anything!!
i'm not even sure what topic we're on..
._.
dead.
x_x

damn those school hours. :(
and i want ben&jerry's tooooooooo.